kiss behind your ear

Don't even know

2007-07-20T19:50:26Z

So Wednesday morning i was at my cousins house enjoying some peace and quite while her and the kids were gone for a couple hours, then the phone rings. It showed up on the tv and i saw it was my aunt barb. i was like ehh i'll let her leave a message. and so i hear my aunt barb leaving a message and she says "Davids not doing too good if you can get a hold of Nicoley and let her know..." and then i picked up. My aunt told me that the hospital called and said the hospital told the family to come in he most likely wont make it. So i call my mom and tell her to meet me at home and i'll drive her there. When we get there my cousin michelle runs out of the room while father vicente is giving the last rights. instead of going in the room i decided to follow my cousin and comfort her.a dn it was weird because i got a flash back of when we were all little kids and it was weird thinking we are all adults and these are the type of things we have to deal with now. So after that we went back and every one went in one by one and said one more thing. and after we left the room so the nurses could unplug every thing. When we came back in the whole family just stood around his bed and watched all the numbers on the screen go to zero and flat line. I watched my uncle die.... i kept trying to leave the room but my mom was like no stay, i could tell she wanted me by her but i couldn't take it any more.
I've had a lot of other family members pass away, but i was the closet to my uncle dave. hes actually the reason my parents are together. my dad and him were best friends when they were younger and my uncle introduced them together.
when we were at fish ranch rd. last night i was just looking at the city lights and in the sky and thinking about him and i really started to miss him. and then i hear the guy who was parked next to us saying "i love you and i can't picture my life with out you...." and then dyana and kayla turned down the music and i saw him on one knee. and i realized that there is so much going on around you. i'm over here thinking about one of the hardest things that have happen to me and over there these two people are in the middle of one of the happiest moments of their life. So instead of being sad about it, i'm going to be happy that now he is finally walking again. and weather theres a heaven or not i know hes with his two brothers and dad, step-dad, and every one else we have lost b4 him.

i love you uncle dave. R.I.P.

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2007-07-09T01:20:52Z

so for almost a week now i've been kind of depressed. not 100% sure why, just haven't felt myself and have been pretty down. and the worst part of it all.... is that i feel i have no one to talk to.

SO EXCITED!!!!

2007-01-15T03:03:44Z

next saturday i'm going to stay with my brother and then spend all day sunday with him in the city! aww i've missed my brother so much! he came home today but i haven't really got a chance to hang out with him. but i can't wait till next weekend. and the wednesday after that is the b-day, still not sure what i want to do, and then the weekend after that is snowboarding!!!! that is gonna be so much fun!!

ugh!

2006-12-20T07:14:05Z

So i just found out that for new years im going to hicks vill (grass valley) ugh!!! its my aunt's 50th birthday and since no one threw her a 25th wedding annaversery we have th row her a b-day party and her birthday is on new years eve. i think i'm gonna try and say i have to do community service or some thing to get out of it lets hope it works.

well on a a brighter note x-mas is in like 5 days!!! i was gonna con my parents into buying me this.....
http://www.zumiez.net/zshop/ProductDetail.aspx?DepartmentID=4&CategoryID=974&ShopByBrand=False&OrganizationID=-1&ProductID=32111
becasue it goes with all my stuff, my board, boots, and pants. but i guess i only get one thing this year cuz we're in a money pinch. my dad got laid off like 2 days b4 thanks giving but started a new job like 2 weeks later and since he had to give his work truck back we had to buy a new car for my dad and then when i got my wisdom teeth pulled some thing got all mixed up with our insurance and my dads old insurance paid instead of my moms and we ended up having to pay like $1,200 for that. so i guess it will be kind of an empty christmas. theres like no point in waking up early because i already know what i'm gonna get. oh well my grandma and 2 of my aunts are coming over on christmas day so i'm happy that i get to hang out with the familia. and i'm hella stoked about my birthday!! except 18th birthdays are more fun for guys then girls lol. but i'm stoked for going snowboarding!!!! it's about to be so much fun!!!
well i need to get back to studdy for my econ final. yay only one more day till break!!!!

bored

2006-12-14T18:31:56Z

so i just got home from 5th perdiod cuz i had to teach at laurel today and then when i got to freedom for 6th i realized that i forgot to make a new cd for video pro cuz the one i had richie stritt lost, and now i'm bored so i thought id write in this thing.
well as every one knows i got my wisdom teeth out friday. and bro it is so weird becasue i really dont remember any of it!!! its crazy how you can be completely passed out and they are hell of like cutting open your mouth and you dont even know! i just remember them putting the iv in and i was looking at the light above me and then next thing i knew it was like and hour and 1/2 later and i was in a totaly differant room on a differant bed lol. like half the people i talked to said it was hell of bad and the other half said it wasn't that bad, and really it wasn't that bad. i wasn't in too much pain just sore. and about the 3rd day i got the most swollen but it wasn't like hell of bad. although my grandma came over and asked if i was getting chubby or if it was the swelling lol. ewww one of my stitches just came out lol. any who friday i got home about almost 1 and then slept till like 3 when karli called me and said "hey we're coming over!" and when she said we i thought like her and kayla or some then cuz i had just checked my vioce mail and didi and kayla called me at lunch saying they were gonna come over. but when they got here i was in my rents room and their window faces the street and i heard hell of vioces and little did i know like half my friends where coming lol. Karli, dom, jeanette, nina, kayla, and vanessa. awww i love them it was nice to have them there and i had like a reason to be up lol. even though kayla was in the other room most of the time on the phone..... that kind of botherd me but whatever. i'm over it. but yeah after that nina had to go to some santa thing and kar, dom, and ness went to shy's b-day dinner, and jeanette stayed and played cards with me till like 12:30 lol. thanks guys for coming it ment so much to me!!!

well saturday i watched like 3 movies and then jeanette and nina came over and we made cookies and watched mean girls and the ron clarck story FYI omg that movie is so cute. and its a true story so sad. when it ended i looked at jeanete and her face was all wet cuz she had been bawlin and she was like "i told you i didn't want to watch a sad movie cuz i cried enough today" lol she got lost going to the mall with her mom earlier that day and it stressed her out lol. i was happy i got to hang out wiht jeanette though cuz she left on tuesday for mexico and shes gonna be gone for like 3 weeks then sunday my grandma came over cuz i had been missing her... i know i know but i love my g'ma!!! anyways i watched like 3 more movies and then when we were eating dinner i was feeling so weird like i cant even explain it i was so dizzy and light head so i went and layed down and then i went with my mom to take my g'ma home and we looked at lights but i was feeling really sick so she took me home. and i layed down again. kayla came over when i woke up and we were supposed to work on our study guide but neither of us wanted to so we just loked for ringtones online lol. monday b4 school she brought me over some of her frineds dvds and idunno if it was a good idea cuz my cheeks hurt so bad from laughing so much lol. but yeah that has been my last few days. yesterday was my first day back and i did not miss it at all lol.

so i think thats enough for now i've got more i want to say but every time i write in this thing its a novel.

HEY ME TOO!!!!

2006-12-01T06:19:10Z

Never Date a Leo

The Skeleton Key

2005-08-16T02:29:21Z

Omg all i have to say is THE SKELETON KEY is my NEW favorite MOVIE!!!!!! AAHHHHH!!!! that shit was hell of trippy. i went to the movies today after school around like 5 with dom and karli and WOW!!! i want to go again so i can put every thing together and be like OOOOOO!!!! and more people will have to go with us too. AHHHHHH!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!! well that's all i gotta say for now later!!!!

myemoworld @ 2005-07-24T00:00:00

2005-07-24T07:15:12Z

Tonite me and karli went to the brentwood movies cuz every one was gonnna go to bartel's and karli could only stay out to 10 and there wasn't room in nette's car for me so i was told and i wasn't about to hanf out with them and drive bymyself so i thought i would hang out with kar.and pluse i haven't seen that bitch in over a week lol LOVE!!!!! we went to go see Charlie and the Chocloate Factory. it was kool. there were some parts i liked more then the original and some not so much but over all i like the 1st one better. all the damn oompa loompas were the same person and they weren't even little people they just made it look like it. o yeah when we went to buy our tickets karli was like "can i have one for ccharlie at 7" and he was like just go in and we didn't have to pay i was like SWEET!!! lol.

after the movie we went to La funte i have no clue how to spell it lol. and when we were walking across the street some mexicans were holler'n at us YUCK!!. o yeah and when me and karli were waiting for our food we were talking and i forget what i said but it was some then to make fun of her and then i see her made a weird face and start laughing and i was like what? and she goes " i was about to spit my sprite out at you but i realized we are in a public place" and like "ooo WAIT!! you where gonna SPIT your DRINK AT ME!!!!" lol some friend huh? lol JK JK JK!!! LOOOOVE!!!!! any who the beans were pretty dry and i forgot that i didn't like that place too much cuz i had only went there one time b4. SOOOOOOOO any who we left and we called kayla on the way home because after i droped off karli i was planning on meeting up with them or swing by bartels on the way home, those bitches were in knightson lol those ho bagz!! lol jk!!!! love you gurls!!!!!! amy who they were at rubens so i was like nawi am not about to dirve out there by myself and with my luck they would be leaving when i got there lol. besides every so often when i drive my dad's car he checks the milage ALL BAD. so i was like i am kool off that so i droped off karli and then went to hollywood video cuz i forgot to drop off the movies my rents got and that was one of the reasons why they let me go lol. but yeah any who that has been my nite.

last nite i went to club moto that was fun me brit and allison well mostly brit and allison bbq-ed and then we went and got some hot dogs and buns cuz we knew the boys would be hungry after their race. aww my brother jake did good!! he was bumbed cuz in the begining he wasn't doing that great but then in one of the divisions he was racing in he got second so in that thing he got over all 5th and then the last race he was in either 3rd or 4th the whole time and that is a bigger thing. idunno if him and brandon got awards for that division cuz brit allison ane i left a littl b4 them. but yeah that was my weekend so far and my back and butt have been hurting i need a new bed so bad and mostly i've been sitting or laying down today to try and make it feel better (doesn't work lol).well so long for now l8er!!!

myemoworld @ 2005-07-16T23:53:00

2005-07-17T07:13:06Z

so the last time i updated this thing was back in june when i got home from my aunts. so i guess i should add a little more. well this summer has been pretty fun even though nothing really big has happen i have been busy and prety much done some thing almost every day. and even though some times we didn't really do any thing that was part of the fun, just live'n up the summer, swiming, tanning, hanging out with close friends and just doing whatever. so pretty much i think it has been a good summer. although some things haven't gone quite as planned its all good lol. i swear though i was getting in caught up and in trouble like every other week lol. and i freaking lost my cell phone like the first week out of school lol. but yeah so any who MATT'S HOME!!!!! YAY!!! man i missed him. and i didn't really realize how much i missed him until he came home and we all hung out the day he got home. we were all dunking each other in the pool and well idunno it was jsut really cool to like be able to do stuff with him insted of tell him about it. i missed you matt!! and so glad you are home! even though you have to wait 3 weeks to get your air back lol.

well jumping subjects here i just made $70 in 2 nights!! woot woot!! even though like i just saw them 2 days ago i feel like i havent hung out with my friends in days! lol. that reminds me i need to go to the gym as much as i can with them because my stupid mom cancelled our membership. long story. but it is heck of dumb it doesn't even effect her SHE DOESN"T GO!!! i am the only one in my family who does go ugh! well any who. wow my brother is 20 now. he seems so far apart from me now! i miss my brother. we used to see each other all the time but now he is hardly ever home. it's like he doesn't even live here any more. he was supposed to move out a long time about but stuff fell through but i am kind of glad of that because i at least get to still seem him a tiny bit.

o i just found out i might gert rims on my car lol. NO MORE HUMB CAPS !!! lol except my mom has been heck of weird lately and like making it seem like it is my brother's car now because i got in trouble and he decided he was gonna drive it and like since then he has been driving it more and like i am left with no car and the whole reason my parents bought the car was for me. i mean i know the car isn't tat great and it is an old lady car but.... IT'S MY OLD LADY CAR!!!!! and i was talking to my mom and i was like so what is going to happen when i go back to school and she was like you will drive the van i was like hell no ricky can drive that peice of shit i want my car back!!!

wow i just realized i am going from topic to topic lol. i guess i have a lot to talk about lol since the last time i wrote in this thing was exactly a month ago lol. but hey who car how i am talking i mean this is my journal i'm not trying to impress any one just trying to get out what i am thinking about. and like i got a message the other tday from some on saying "oh thanks from mentioning me in this" and i thought about it and i was like you know what this is my journal i can say whatever i want this is a way for me to ecpress myself and if i need to drop some name then i will i mean if i had a book and wrote all this stuff down then it would be the same thing and i would be saying the same things. no holding back,

but yeah i am just rambling on right now i think i am going to go beccause there really no point to thie entry lol. well yeah if there is any one who really reads this sorry for just rambling on. nite nite.

what up g!

2005-06-26T08:25:03Z

yup so i got home wednesday and well i was so happy to be home. that nite i went out with some of the girls and well i guess i was a little to happy to be home and had a little too much fun lol but hey every one has those kind of nite one time or another. and then jeanette tries to put me down and all me names yeah ok let's not go into that story and she swears that it is souling only because she is alergic well she drank b4 that....... you know what not even gonna get into that. any who that nite was fun and when we went back to kay's house i slept a few hours and then woke up and went in the kitchen and was all good again lol. brianna swears i was puking my brains out but most of the time i was just eating bread and drinking water and had my head resting when i was in the bathroom with and few squirts here or there. wow now i am getting into detail and no one wants that lol. so any who the next day i just kind of chilled i got home from kay's around 2 or so and i was pretty tired from the whole week having to wake up early and the night b4, every thing just seemed to catch up to me.

then yesterday we mostly just drove around then kiley came up with the bright idea to go find construction stuff like cones and signs and stuff and put it on some one's lawn who we don't like but it was still pretty early and every one we though of their lights were still on, granted it was like 10 when we were doing it. i didn't think it would work any way i just had fun going on a misssion lol and getting all the stuff, that was the fun part lol. so then while we were driving around trying to find some one to put the stuff kiley is like OMG OMG STOP THE CAR!!! and i am like no way and she is like no really stop the car and like hitting the dashboard lol and i was like ok ok ok. so i stop in the middle of the street and she gets out of the car and goes to the car behind us and it is brandon howe and a car full of dude and then all the girls get out and start talking to them and i wam just like bro let's go people are coming so they get back in the car and they said the boys are going to go to jakes to i follow them to jake and i am like ok i will follow them so we know where it's at then we will drop off this stuff. well when we get there every one but andrea decide to get out of the car and hell of jet so i am calling them to get int the car and i'm like wow hell of leave me with this stuff so me and andrea leave and try to call kay's cell but she doesn't pick up and karli's go straigh to vioce mail, so we headed over to dv but there was some cope there then we went to some other construction place and droped it off there and on the way there my dad calls and i am just like shit i need to get rid of this stuff pick them up and then take every one home. and i was about to tell them to find a ride home since they decide to leave me but then i thought naw that's messed up i will pick em up. so i pick em up and hell of call their name and like every one but them come out lol and i am like omg!!! so i pull around and i am hell of pissed at this point and call their name a again and honk ( i didn't want to befor cuz i didn't want every one looking but i didn't care at this point) and so byt this time every one is looking at me and walking to my car and i still see karli and all them in the back and i am gettin for stressed cuz my dad seemed pissed and he already had a hard day and i was like omg so i pull around again and then come back and then i finally see all the girls walking down his street so i rush them home and yadda yadda yadda. but today they apologized to me and didn't hear me ask them to come back and karli said she wouldn't of went if she herd me so it is all good i am over it now i was just stressed cuz of my dad but it's all good now i am over it lol. i think by the time i got home my dad had alreay had a ruff day that he didn't feel like arguing so he just went to bed after i walked in.

so i went to bed and wake up at like 2 am and my neck and back are killing me so i go sleep in the other bed and i am in so much a pain and i woke up in the am and couldn't move my neck and i was like crying all day cuz it hurt so bad i couldn't even move it so finally my parents realized i was in pain and got me the heating pad and rubbed my neck and all that good stuff, and it fel 20x better later so i died my mom's hair and she did mine. o yeah my dad bought her flowers cuz of their 22nd aniv. (they have been together like 32 years though) and he bought her not one car not 2 but like 5 cards and he got her a balloon and put it in front of her door, and 2 things of flowers one was like from a florist and the other you get at like albertsons which was heck of pretty and my mom kept going on all day about how the one from albertsons were the perfect flowers and yadda yadda yadda and she didn't felly say much about the ones from the florist lol those ones were probly hell of more money they were hell of big, so yeah any ways later on i went to dinner with them at the olive garden (yummmm!!!) and then mat up with th girls at kayla's house. we all went to get ice cream then nate called us to go chill there and bri wanted to go get her car so when we got there i was like eh i might as well take mine too. then kayla's dog got out so viv made her go chase it, and idunno if kayla said some then but viv got heck of mad and wanted her to stay home poor kayla i could hear her crying from my car. but yeah so we finally went to nates and we chilled there a bit and i had to be home aroun 11:30 so i left about 11:30 lol took karli home and got home AROUND 11:45 and now i am here. so yeah that has been my past couple of days. wow seems like now my journals are hell of long like novels lol sorry guys lol.

well it's like 1:30 in the am and i'm not even tir4ed it doesn't even seem late to me but i guess i'll ttyl. LOVE!!!!!

first half

2005-06-20T20:49:41Z

Hey guys!! well i am at my aunt's house and bored so i thought i would write. this is gonna be a long one because it is about my week lol. i think this summer i might be writing alot more lol and use this thing lol. well my mom sent me up here like thursday becasue i have been getting in trouble at home ugh!!! and my dad said i wouldn't be able to do ANY THING!!! first he said i could go places just can't drive then the next day he was like NO YOU CAN"T GO ANY WHERE FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!!! and i was like ok. i thought it wouldn't be so bad BUT I WENT CRAZY!!!! AHHHH i widh i had a pool or some then maybe it wouldn't of been so bad. but yeah my aunt was down that week and left on thursday and we were meeting her on thursday cuz my mom had to give her a check and she had to give my mom a clock,and b4 we met her at my g'ma's house we stopped by kohl's cuz my mom wanted to get my grandma's care giver somethen, and then when when we were in the car i was like "is auntie out of school what is she doing this summer?" and my mom was like "yeah maybe you should go up there to get you away from the trouble you have been in" (she makes it seem like i am a hell of bad kid like i hadng out with a bad growd or some then she is crazy there are worse things i would be doing then not telling her the full truth lol) so i agreed then after we went to my grandma's and my aunt ended up inviting me any ways (maybe they already had it planed lol)

so my mom left for work and my aunt grandma and i went to my little cousin's swim lesson, it was her final one and all they kids families got to go to see them swim.my poor little cousin she cries every time she goes but she always ends up doing it. she tells me "Coley, i cry but i never giveup! do you ever give up?" god i love her so much and her brother drew, the mean so much to me every time i see them they just make me smile and lighten my day. but yeah so when it was finally her turn to swim they have like 4 or 5 kids go at a time and every time it was her turn to swim across the lady would be like "ok no her comes mona" and my little cousin doesn't like being called names so she could complain and cry even more poor kid but she did great not as good as some kids but come on now she just turned 4. so after when she got out i had her towel ready and wrapped her in it and picked her up and heled her like a little baby lol and told her how great she did it made her happy again. ever since her little sister was born she likes to feel like she is a baby too lol. so any ways on to the next thing lol.

so i went home packed and up to grass vally we went. i guess my aunt has flees or whatevr in her house cuz of her house so friday they had to bomb the house so my aunt, uncle, cousin tony, and i went to the movies and saw cinderella man because my other cousin marc works there and they can get in free. then we came home and i had to help my aunt set the table fro dinner and make some fruit stuff (hell of good and good for you)it was kind of weird cuz at my house we just grab what we want we hardly really eat al together at the table any more. my aunt and her famly are kind of like the all american family. she and her husband are teachers her oldest son goes to cal poly and went to be a fire fighter, her youngest son is going to be a sr. and is very invovled in church and is also thinking about being a fire fighter idunno it's weird cuz my mom and her are sisters but so differant lol any who. then later that night i made some grubben cookies lol. like when i am at home my mom will help me and help me clean up but here my aunt sat on the couch the whole time and made me clean every thing even the tuff that was in the sink b4 i came. lol
then saturday i didn't really do much, my aunt had me make dinner, and then she wanted to go see the sisterhood of the traveling pants. gosh i love that movie except even though i have seen it twice it's not with the people i really want to see it with.... my bestfriends when i get if they haven't already seen it i want to still see it with them lol. but yeah i swear every time we go any where my aunt swear every guy is hitting on me or checking me out lol she doesn't have any girls of her own so she gets over protective of me.

so i am going to split these entries up so it's not so much to read at once if any one does read this lol

....... to be continued

I MISS HOME!!!

2005-06-20T20:49:01Z

then the next day was fathers day. my aunt said that if i didn't go to church then i wouldn't get breakfast lol. so they church they go to just opened up a new place and sunday was the first day they got to go in. wow let me tell you christian churches are so differant. i like it. it felt like i was like at a concert more then church there is a big colorful stage and most the time they are singing and they even have skits every so ofter. you don't have to keep kneeling and getting up and down and you don't sit on hard benches there are hell of comfy chairs. o and they had 2 big screens!! lol it was pretty cool. on the way there my cousin marc was like "i am kind of excited are you guys?? lol" and when we were in church he was so cute hell f smiling like he didn't know what to do or say. o yeah and there they take notes kid of differant but cool. so yeah any ways after we went out to breakfast and then came home and changed and got ready to go out on the boat we had to wait like and an hour cuz the battery was dead to i took a nap lol. but then finally like 2 hours later we were off but it was still early cuz we went to church around 8am and then by the time we left so go on the boat it was like 1 or 2. so we went out where ther house boat is and went wake boarding and tubing the water was freezing but man was it worth it. thewaves on the water were perfect for wake boarding not too still and not too choppy. so then we took my cousin marc to shore cuz he had to work and then my aunt, uncle, coucin tony, and i took the boat and went on the house boat and played some bored games. then finally we packed up and left and went home. when we got home like 10 min later they all left agian o go see my uncles dad. i was like ummm he's not my grandpa tell them i say hi i am stayiing home lol.

so yeah so far that has been my week. my aunt is painting so i think i am going to go help her then she is making me go clean the boat seats and she wants me to do some weeds but i don't want to my back hell of hurts today. well my mom called today and said to tel my aunt if she wants to take me down to my aunt betti's who lives in elk grove (right by roesvill and sac which is like 45 min away from here and like and 1-1 1/2 from my house)and we can go out to dinner and stay at my other aunt's and then leave, if not then my aunt will just take me to my aunt betti's of wednesday and my mom will pick me up from there. so either way i will probly be home wednesday.

well i miss you all. sorry for the long enrty hope your summmers are all great bye!!!

wow long time no talk

2005-06-12T18:06:46Z

damn i haven't talked in this thing for straight days!!! so this one will probly be a long entry lol. well any ways i guess alot has ben going on these past few weeks. me an karli have been hanging out alot mor and you know what.... I LOVE IT!!! lol i mean like end of 8th grade and begining of frosh year me her and nette were BFFL and then all that drama shit happen and i got in the middle and then kinda ended up hanging out with nette more because out of the two she would call me but now i seem to be hanging out with karli more.... probly because nette is a loser and always spends time a home when her "nephew" is over lol jk!!! speaking of nette she has been pretty mean to me lately we got in a fight on friday and that just put me in a bad mood for the rest of the night and then sat she apologized but she still kept being heck of bitching and i was just like what ever and didn't say half the shit i wanted to becuase it would be pointless becuase it would just cause more drama and i know in the end we always end up making up and get over it. but like lately she really makes me feel like shit. like she is better then me and always has to prove me wrong. i mean maybe i did somethen to her and maybe i am at fault but idunno i feel heck of dumb when i say this but "she really hurts my feellings" but what ever i do it to her some times but not like she has to me.

any who with the karli thing.. i'm really happy we have gotten close again i feel like i have my best friend back lol we've been hanging out alot and like when we started hanging out again her mom was like "oh hey nik! how are you? you haven't been around lately" like she was kind of suprised to see me and now it's just like "hey nik! you're here again? lol" and i pretty much kick karli's ass now every time i play mario cart lol! but maybe i shoudl take a break for a little bit i am sure they are all tried of me by now i have been there like almost every day for that past few weeks lol.

so yesterday i went to grad. when every one lined up and they started playing the grad song i started getting all teary becuase it was like wow this is really happening and it was like the closing on our year, we're about to be jr.'s damn lol. and when i think angela was talking about how she will still need her mom and she is her rock it made me teary again becuase i started thinking about my mom and when i grad and if i was up there what i would say. wow only two more years till we are at that point. like it seems heck of long but then again it doesn't like a year from now we will be a sr. but then 2 years from now we will be at grad. wow.
lol that reminds me all the people around us were hell of cheering for who they were there for it was so cute i hope my family does that for me. me and karli were also cheering for every one we knew and seeing what they would do once they got up there every one was so cute.

speaking up cheering for people i cheered for tyler hehehe. i am starting to like him but idunno nothing will probly happen because that is how it seems to be with me i get so far and then i seem to just start rolling back. and like him and chris always try to seem so much bigger then us and that they are too cool to be getting with soph/jr. i just thoguht it would be cute if i got wil tyler and karli got with chris but chris has been beeing an ass and tyler well every time he calls to hang out things don't work out. it's normaly on nights i'm not driving and when it is getting later and when we are going some where else, or some one has me droip off my car and leaves me at a corner lol jk!!!

well yeah this seems to be getting kind of long so i think i am going to go. i am gonna go meet up with my cousin ashly and go get my toes done and get my brows waxed. later DUDES!!!!

wow i just checked this thing and i have hell of speel mistakes lol o well i am too lazy to fix em. bye!

hmmm

2005-01-09T06:48:11Z

i am just sitting here listening to music being bored. I am getting tired but the way i see it is the sooner i go to bed the sooner i go to work and well i think i will weight this one out lol. well today was kind of wierd. me my bro my mom and dad all went out and went shopping first we went to fry's t and then best buy and we were going to go out to eat but the olive garden but there were way too many people there. well i don't have much to say i just thought that i would write in this thing because i never do. well so long for now.

new day

2004-11-30T18:49:16Z

I decided today i would finaly write in this ting even though i know no one will read it. But i guess that is a good thing, being able to to express every thing i feel and knowing not a damn person will read it.

well i am in class so i guess i better go because i have work i need to get done b4 finals

until we meet again...